its been a journey

looking back at last year alone and I see how much providence and favor has surrounded us.

sometimes your mind tells you that his favor only follows you in certain realms and circumstances. sometimes you forget his might. his perseverance. his ability to bring beauty from ashes. sometimes you forget that he isn’t a second-best god. he isn’t a lack luster redeemer.

surely it doesn’t stop here. surely He will follow me. He was here before, and will be there after. Surely, there is more.

Gladly I will walk into the foggiest spot Ive been in. Cause when I panic, am weak, don’t know, can’t sleep- he grows in the cracks i’m trying so desperately to fill.

It’s time to grow, its time to leap.